grateful?

i was sitting at sabathani today thinking about exactly WHAT would make me look "grateful" in the eyes of basically the root of the cause of my traumatic brain injury (even though i kinda think his dad may have had a little more influence over him choosing to drive drunk). then reality struck me- VOLUNTEERING AT A COMMUNITY CENTER WHERE MOST OF THE PEOPLE WHO GO THERE FOR HELP ARE EITHER MINORITIES AND/OR LOW-INCOME PEOPLE IS ABOUT AS "GRATEFUL" AS I CAN GET AND PEOPLE JUST NEED TO MIND THEIR BUSINESS AND WORRY ABOUT THEMSELVES FIRST BEFORE PREACHING TO ME ABOUT HOW I OF ALL PEOPLE NEEDS TO BE MORE "GRATEFUL". i'm almost positive that his smart ass younger sister is also trying to stir the pot- like younger sisters like to do. sorry my daddy isn't rich and i don't attend church all the time (partially because it's too cold and slippery). you guys should worry about yourselves before criticizing a person who nearly died because your relative drove drunk and nearly killed them. I did NOT have a drop of alcohol in my system during the accident- which is why i got hurt worse because i didn't have alcohol in my system to paralyze my immune system. don't even begin to come at me because you like to think your shit don't stink. i've volunteered MANY places because I WANTED to. i know damn well you can't say the same thing. when was the last time you made speeches for mothers against drunk driving? helped memorize and honor INNOCENT MINORITIES killed by police? what about VOLUNTEER at a place for minorities and low-income people? THAT'S RIGHT. DON'T EVEN START TO SAY THAT I AM NOT GRATEFUL. just can it. go polish your egos elsewhere.